// you know that you make me feel like im floating right?//

you know that before i get out of the car to see you, or open the door to my house to meet you, and our eyes lock, the first thing that happens is my mind starts to hold whatever its thinking. it silences itself while seeming to keep track of everything at once. my stomach wakes up the butterflies that only move for you, and my breathing slows. my whole world changes, gets put on pause, because the moments i have with you are what i jump out of bed for in the morning and fall asleep smiling to. you remind me of what i love about life, you, love and myself. this light feeling that i get around you shows me that i can fly. i can pass through walls. were invincible together. we can go from this place on earth to another dimension. its a Paradise called happily ever after. its ours forever(:

why is it that when i need you the most, when i need someone just to hold me and be gentle, you become this person that i want to run away from. this stranger that makes me try to hide. im not even sure how to talk to you about this, because all of a sudden you’re not that guy who makes me feel comfortable. now you make me feel condemned, like the whole world can see me and like they don’t like what they see. why can’t we just talk tonight?